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Although it’s been more than five months that I saw you, but hey, I will remember you always and I won’t forget what you have contributed. You have make me learn, making me more experienced in this field. It was a joy and it will as well be remembered although you have left without any sigh and sound. You go out of sudden after someone had snatched it from me. For now, even I have a new one to replace, but hey, I won’t forget your deed like what I mentioned just now. The new one to replace you is non-other than W80(hey, it’s not W800, the SE handphone), my current addiction towards the photography world.
Hey, I have a new camera for now, and guess what, my enthusiast towards photography starts again and I’m craving to take more nice pictures around…hehe…sounds like paparazzi pula,holding camera and bring it everywhere I go. Anyway, It’s nice to have one in my hand now so that I can take down any precious moment I’ve found and I might share it in the blog if I found it suitable then. Now, what is left is to pay back what I owe to my friend, I must pay him back as soon as possible so that I will feel relieved about it.
Finally, my test finished and I’m kind of relieved for now after cramming everything into the brain until I experienced headache the few days of test. I must say that this time my test I did all the best I could and I’ve found myself to score in a few subjects to my surprise…hehe. But this doesn’t apply to university required subjects like Tamadun Islam and Asia & Kenegaraan Malaysia.
Hey, anyone can help me in giving comments on what should I do as whether to take JPA scholarship or not. It seems to me that the offer they give me have more liabilities than assets. Which mean that it’s kind of ‘berat sebelah’, It’s weird though, but, I’m really in dilemma a bit on this issue. Plus some more I cannot send in my application to get my flight tickets sponsored today as they only mentioned that I need to send that by today. Hey, my form and everything is in Kuching during the weekend and now I don’t even know where the heck my offer letter is. It could be at the airport or at the post office now. Hmmm….so, in other words, since I’ve not pass up my form to get my flight tickets sponsored, my scholarship decreased by rm2800, which is a big amount to me. Gosh, not only that, it means that the money that I get throughout my course is less than what the PTPTN give. It is far less than what I thought the JPA would give me. Boy, I was wrong, this is like…erm not a good sign for me.
The 2nd liability I found out was the scholarship requires me to work for the government for 6 years. It’s ok to work with them but the problem is, the amount they give for the scholarship is not worthy with 6 years of working in government. It seems a lil unfair here. And I was surprise to find out that my sister needs to work for 7 years only, and she is studying abroad with everything fully sponsored. Can you see the different? The amount of my scholarship is 20k, my sis get around 150k…..
Not only that, if I failed one of the rules and regulations that they set, I will need to pay 5 times the amount I get which means I need to pay around 110k if I fail it.
Argh….It has more liabilities than assets which make me really need to think hard on it. Hey, the liabilities I mentioned above is just a portion of it I found out. If I were to mention it here, it kind of takes time. And I’m risking myself to be in trouble. So I would rather stop here as it will really troubles me if I’m still mentioning it…hehe.
P/s, hopefully, you people can help me in giving any advice, any advice will be appreciated. If you want know more about what other liabilities I’ve found out, you can directly ask me. I will explained it to you then…
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==this post was written two days ago....n again due to some technical error or perhaps I should say that due to bad conection here, I was unable to post it up in the blogger